What if I can save more lives by running at full capacity, even if it involves bad health habits *cough*drinking*cough* that are destructive? Not to mention what I am able to contribute to firedoglake and other blogs about saving our country from totalitarian government...we are germany in 1931...need to ACT...
Where is the tradeoff?
Yes I'm on meds/in therapy/trying hard. But still.
What do I owe my grown children and my future grandchildren, versus what I can do to save the lives of ANOTHER 2,000 children. No pressure.
I need help. I am getting some psych help. I need support. Have asked for support at home. Not happening..... Thanks for listening to this egregious rant.