And why would crying be a bad thing? You have us crying over the bond between you and these lovely creatures. It is a measure of the deep love you have for living beings. It’s part of who you are, and a very good part.
I’m part Cherokee and all over the bond with all living beings/horse whisperer stuff.
Seeing them in a happy new home will gradually make you feel better about THEM, but will not so much ease YOUR grief. I hope you will continue to visit them often. Do consider this idea of living somewhere new, where you can have creatures around you, ‘k? I sense it is necessary for your fundamental happiness.